Matthew Wong

Of First Importance

2009-12-15T21:36:00.001+08:00

Posted: 08 Dec 2009 09:19 PM PST

“When we look at Jesus Christ,we realize that there is a twofold strangeness about him. There is, first, the strangeness of his deity, He is the God-man, the one who is bold enough to say that he and the Father are one – a statement that made the Jews accuse him of blasphemy (John 10:31-33). He is the one who forgives sins – something only God is supposed to do. He is the one who even dares to say, ‘Before Abraham was born, I am!’ (John 8:58).

But there is also the strangeness of his humanity. Though genuinely human, he is unique in his humanity. He is totally sinless. His obedience to the Father is perfect, his prayer life is unexcelled, his love for people is fathomless. And when we realize that this strangeness makes us ashamed, because it tells us what we all should be like. The strangeness of the human Jesus holds a mirror before us; it is an exemplary strangeness, for it tells us what God’s intentions are for each of us.”

- Anthony A. Hoekema, Created in God’s Image (Grand Rapids, Mi.; Eerdmans, 1986, 1994), 73.

Blogger's note: Jesus is either a crazy man or he is truly God.

I Betroth You

2009-09-20T22:17:00.004+08:00

Hosea 2:19-20

I will betroth you to me forever; I will betroth you in righteousness and justice,

in love and compassion.

I will betroth you in faithfulness, and you will acknowledge the Lord.

Have you ever been to a wedding? I've been to one and it is filled with love. The bridegroom waits earnestly for the bride to enter through the wooden door of the church and once she appeared, everyone stands in awe at her beauty and certainly there would be some who will whisper out their amazement at one another. The bridegroom smiles ever so broadly like never before in his life and with each steps his lovely bride takes, he said to himself, "she is the one and I shall betroth her."

This is how deep the love God has for us. Hosea, the prophet of God uses the word "betroth", signifying a wedding ceremony. A wedding ceremony is so special and wonderful not because the bride looks beautiful outwardly or that the bridegroom has been to the gym for many months to have a super good looking body but it is because they have made a commitment to be under a covenant of love. That is why when the minister reads out the wedding vows, you said "I do" with a commitment to live together forever in any circumstances.

And it is true with God. When we are called to be his people, we are betrothed forever. Under this covenant, we have his righteousness and justice. We are born as sinners and there is no way we can go back to God without being holy and perfect. It means that we are destined to eternal destruction. However, Jesus Christ has offered us the perfect righteousness and has taken God's wrath as a mean to fulfill God's desire for justice through the crucifixion on the cross. Therefore, when we meet God. we are clothed with the righteousness that has been bought by the blood of Christ and no longer being under God's wrath because Jesus has taken that punishment on himself.

Under the covenant, we have his love and compassion. God's love now abides in those whose life has been justified by Jesus. It is His love and compassion that we are accepted into the kingdom of God and being called as children of God. It is also because of His love and compassion that we are being made clean in His presence. And it is His love and compassion that we are able to serve others in self-sacrificing service as a mean to glorify God.

Finally, under this covenant, we have God's faithfulness. We are faithful because God's faithfulness sustains us. When we are faithless, God always remains faithful to His promises. It means that He will always be righteous, just, loving, compassionate and faithful because of the character of faithfulness He has. He can never be what He is not. As a result, we will acknowledge God. There is only one God and one who deserves ultimate acknowledgment for all that He has done. What He desires is a heart that worships Him in spirit and truth.

It is not by my strength and wisdom by which I saved myself from this wretchedness but it is by God's righteousness, justice, love, compassion and faithfulness.

Of First Importance

2009-08-25T20:30:00.001+08:00

A Life of Thankful Discontentment
Posted: 23 Aug 2009 09:07 PM PDT
“The Christian life should be a state of thankful discontentment or joyful dissatisfaction! We live every day thankful for the amazing grace that fundamentally changes our lives, but we should not be satisfied. Why not? Because, when we look at ourselves honestly, we have to admit that there is still need for personal growth and change. We are not yet all that we could be in Christ. We are thankful for the many things in our lives that would not be there without His grace, but we should not settle for partial inheritance. We should want nothing less than all that is ours in Christ! In this sense, God does not want us to be content with less than what He wants for us. He calls us to continue to wrestle, meditate, look, consider, resist, submit, follow, and pray until we have been completely transformed into His likeness.”
- Paul David Tripp & Timothy S. Lane, “How Christ Changes Us By His Grace” in The Journal of Biblical Counseling (Spring 2005), 20.

Blogger's note:
The walk with Christ will never be easy. There will always be moments of giving up but fear not, God's faithfulness and love exceeds ours. Let us rest on His assurance and be transformed into His likeness daily until the day we meet him.

The Cross of Christ

2009-07-28T21:22:00.002+08:00

Stand close to the cross of Jesus!
Posted: 27 Jul 2009 09:34 PM PDT
“Once more heed the exhortation- stand close to the cross of Jesus! It is the most accessible and precious spot this side of heaven- the most solemn and awesome one this side of eternity. It is the focus of divine love, sympathy, and power. Stand by it in suffering, in persecution, in temptation. Stand by it in the brightness of prosperity and in the gloom of adversity. Shrink not from its offence, humiliation, and woe. Defend it when scorned, despised, and denied. Stand up for Jesus and the gospel of Jesus. Oh, whatever you do, or whatever you endure, be loyal to Christ’s cross. Go to it in trouble, repair to it in weakness, cling to it in danger, hide beneath it when the wintry storm rushes fiercely over you. Near to the cross, you are near a Father’s heart, a Savior’s side.”
– Octavius Winslow, The Foot of the Cross

Blogger's note:
Lord, help me to be near to the cross, near to the Father's side that I may be Christ like in all I do, say and think. The power of the cross is the only power that saves.

Of First Importance

2009-07-15T15:13:00.001+08:00

Away with your tools
Posted: 14 Jul 2009 11:55 PM PDT

If you make me an altar of stone, you shall not build it of hewn stones, for if you wield your tool on it you profane it.Exodus 20:25
“God’s altar was to be built of unhewn stones, that no trace of human skill or labor might be seen on it. Human wisdom delights to trim and arrange the doctrines of the cross into a system more artificial and more congenial with the depraved tastes of fallen nature; however, instead of improving the gospel carnal wisdom pollutes it, until it becomes another gospel, and not the truth of God at all. All alterations and amendments of the Lord’s own Word are defilements and pollutions.
The proud heart of man is very anxious to have a hand in the justification of the soul before God; preparations for Christ are dreamed of, humblings and repentings are trusted in, good works are cried up, natural ability is much vaunted, and by all means the attempt is made to lift up human tools upon the divine altar. It were well if sinners would remember that so far from perfecting the Saviour’s work, their carnal confidences only pollute and dishonor it. The Lord alone must be exalted in the work of atonement, and not a single mark of man’s chisel or hammer will be endured.
There is an inherent blasphemy in seeking to add to what Christ Jesus in His dying moments declared to be finished, or to improve that in which the Lord Jehovah finds perfect satisfaction. Trembling sinner, away with your tools. Fall on your knees in humble supplication. Accept the Lord Jesus to be the altar of your atonement, and rest in Him alone.”

- Charles Spurgeon, Morning by Morning (New Kensington, PA: Whitaker House, 2001), 204.

Blogger's Note:
When Jesus said, "It is done." It means that it is done. Sin is done for. Death is done for. Victory is ours. Let us not water down the essence of the gospel but grab sin at its root and pull it out forever with the power of Christ.

Passion 2010

2009-05-21T22:18:00.001+08:00

Passion 2010 is back and it would be super cool. You can log on to www.268generation.com for more information. Pray that this conference would impact lives to change the world to the glory of God. Amen.

An Outing Together

2009-05-16T00:20:00.005+08:00

Today, we celebrated Tina's and Fung Hain's birthday. Yipee!!!
Let the pictures speak.

Yummy...Seoul Garden but my Korean friend said it is nothing like Korea..hehe..

Celebrating Tina's and Fung's birthday.

From left: Derek, Chloe, Ai Hua, Fung, Tina, Me, Kevin and Daniel..

OOO..taste yummy..who's the chef?

Tadaa..our master chef..Derek Leong..

The master chef's hand..so delicate and artful..

Bye Bye, Term1 of 2009 in MBTS..

2009-05-15T09:34:00.001+08:00

I have ended my first term here in the seminary and I only have one word to describe my experience here; humbling.
It is truly humbling when I am able to learn about this great God whom He revealed to us. It is humbling to know how unworthy and weak I am yet He still loves me and invites me into the work and service of His kingdom. It is humbling to know that no matter how hard I fall, underneath me will always be the everlasting arms that are prepared to carry me. It is humbling to be in the presence of the Lord because Jesus had paid the price for us.

Let us keep a humbling spirit each time we come into the presence of the Lord to pray.

My Prayer Group

2009-05-13T22:49:00.004+08:00

One of the best things I've enjoyed here is having to pray with a group of brothers and sisters and throughout this prayer time together, I have been able to grow deeper in love with God although well, most of the time, I'm tempted to fall asleep but fear not, after that refreshing sleep, I am much more aware. Haha. I have heard a preacher said that those who are able to walk far in their faith remaining strong and steadfast are those who prayed often. And those whose ministry are bearing fruits are those who prayed often. I am not sure what prayer does, often at times, it seems to be better to work at it with our own strength but at prayer, there is a need of dependency upon God. At prayer, we became attentive to what God has to say and to join him at work wherever he is because our God is a living and active God. Amen. At prayer, something great happened, we are connected to Almighty God through Jesus Christ, our great High Priest. So, what's prayer? It is everything a believer must have to walk this journey of faith. I'll end with this wonderful quote. "Doing without praying is atheism and praying without doing is impracticality." Therefore, as we do, we pray and as we pray, we do.

One of Our Guitarists..Pastor Daniel Lee..a.k.a Tueji..hehe...

The prayer group..thank you so much..

From left: Me, Tina, Daniel, Goeffrey, Tracy, Rosy and Chloe..

Weird People and Cute Animals

2009-05-13T22:37:00.003+08:00

Seminary has weird people who eats things that we, Malaysians don't usually eat...well, at least I never eat it in such a way..And we also have really cute animals..Do check out the pictures..

KAWAII...they were posing in front of the camera and not being afraid of us..we actually have 2 types of monkey here..this is the cute one and the other one is evil..

My "weird" friend ate this raw century egg..EWWW..i can never do that..it is a delicacy in China..Spare me!!!

This is a cute squirrel that I've spotted around the seminary..it's really cute..

My Students

2009-05-11T15:57:00.003+08:00

One of the blessings I got in the seminary was to help out a group of students in their English. It was truly a wonderful time spent with them. The best thing was the opportunity to understand their culture and also to see them trying their very best to converse in English. Well, it was also fun playing taboo with them.

The best lesson I learnt was from a student who told me that it was important to establish a good relationship with my dad and all the more important as I am going into ministry, I need to be able to understand the adult world. Haha. Looks like I am still a young brat. But, it won't kill to speak with my dad. Actually it does to a certain extent. I have a fear of talking to my dad. But I believe that God would bless those who would strive to reconcile because Jesus came down to reconcile humans with their Creator. Pray for me, dear readers.

My students or my teacher?!?! From left: Ruth, Flair, Roy, Andrew, Me, John and Rebekah.

The guy in pink is a cool guy..

Wither & Die

2009-04-30T15:25:00.001+08:00

Of First Importance
The highest of all missionary motives
Posted: 29 Apr 2009 08:45 PM PDT
“If God desires every knee to bow to Jesus and every tongue to confess Him, so should we. We should be ‘jealous’ for the honor of His name—troubled when it remains unknown, hurt when it is ignored, indignant when it is blasphemed, and all the time anxious and determined that it shall be given the honor and glory which are due to it.
The highest of all missionary motives is neither obedience to the Great Commission (important as that is), nor love for sinners who are alienated and perishing (strong as that incentive is, especially when we contemplate the wrath of God), but rather zeal—burning and passionate zeal—for the glory of Jesus Christ.
Only one imperialism is Christian, and that is concern for His Imperial Majesty Jesus Christ, and for the glory of his empire or kingdom. Before this supreme goal of the Christian mission, all unworthy motives wither and die.”
—John Stott, The Message of Romans (Downers Grove, Ill: InterVarsity Press, 1994), 53

Blogger's note:
We need to wither and die for the glory of God to shine. We need to crucify all of our worldly desires on the cross for the cross to shine forth in its glory and splendour.
O Lord, if there is one thing I desire, I desire to pursue Thy glory forevermore.

Youthwave Frisbee Day

2009-04-26T21:26:00.004+08:00

Yipee..we had another frisbee tournament and this time, it is BIG. Well, to those who had no idea what Youthwave is all about, it is a gahtering of every youth mainly in Penang to come together and have fun fun fun in sports. Not only is there frisbee but we had captain ball, floor ball and a new game called skitter ball. Well, of course I'm in the frisbee team. Yeah. Apart from the super hot sunny weather, we played a good game. Our opponents were strong and although we lost the game, we gained some really good friends. Haha. Next stop, makan-makan time. (p.s: makan-makan means eat eat) Haha..And all the more because the durian season is coming soon. Who's up for durian buffet? Hehe. Youthwave is an annual event so do get yourself ready because the next one is coming soon next year.

Our Frisbee Team (The view is awesome. Wonder who created it? Answer: God)

The Inti College Frisbee Team and us

Super HOT sunny weather

MBTS Teacher's Day

2009-04-26T20:51:00.003+08:00

The English Stream Students

Thank you for giving to the Lord

I am a life that was changed

Thank you for giving to the Lord

I am so glad you gave

That was the song we sang as we celebrate MBTS Teacher's Day. It is truly ironic how each teacher were called out by God with the gift and love for teaching. They have poured out all of their effort and energy to educate us and ensure that we will present the word of God in its entirety. What a blessing it is to us for such dedicated teachers who are willing to sacrifice their lives for the sake of God's kingdom. Let's continue to remember and pray for those who laboured unceasingly for the reward that is prepared when Jesus comes.

Our Beloved Teachers

MBTS Family Day

2009-04-15T16:00:00.003+08:00

I have always love family day. It is simple; God created us to belong to one another. There is nothing more precious than spending quality time together in love and unity. Morover, with the new life given by Christ and the bondage of sin broken on the cross, we can now have fellowship without the fear of hypocrisy and self-centeredness. Well, I do agree we can never achieve that perfect fellowship until we meet in heaven through the blood of Christ but at least, we are able to manifest God's glory partially and enjoy the blessings of fellowship because He lives. In the family of Christ, one should never be lonely. There would always be a love to share, an encouragement to give and certainly a testimony of God's greatness. Let's learn to place the interest of others above us and see how wonderful God changes lives.

MBTS Family Day is just simple, fun and relaxing. (After all the torturing by lecturers)..Just kidding..Haha.. May the love of God filled you with satisfaction and joy through our Lord, Jesus Christ.

The Old Testament Survey Class

2009-04-02T12:44:00.002+08:00

This is the Old Testament Survey class. Apart from our lecturer having a PhD in Physics, he has taught us pretty well about the Old Testament. Along the class, what amazes me is the harmony you can find on each books of the Bible. There seems to be an author or an architect devising and orchestrating the entire book of the Old Testament. It is actually ot a boring book of minutely details or genealogies or "why am I reading this?" statements but if you look at it carefully, it is actually a beautiful history on how God raise up a nation, that is Israel to bring about His plan of salvation and restoration of the human race.

The Bible is not a book of principles but it is the story of our glorious God. Christianity if a historical religion where we learn something about God from the stories we read in the Bible. But the glorious thing about it is the connection it has towards Jesus Christ, our Messiah. Although we are taught not to link everything to the New Testament but I can't help standing in awe of the perfect connection it has. In the end, it is perfectly connected to Jesus Christ.

Well, praise God for he is the author and perfector of our faith.

The OT Survey Class

My crazy roommate. He studies too much and there's no kimchi. Pity him.

Open Doors

2009-03-31T15:32:00.002+08:00

Last year I was praying for the Japanese people. After much reading about their culture and their lives, it dawn upon me that they need the Lord Jesus as their only satisfaction in life. Although outwardly the Japanese seem to be a sophisticated nation in terms of giant technology, advanced automobile industry and pride in their language, however, deep inside their heart, they remain dark, in need of something to satisfy their lives. It is also ironic that we have heard so much about Hindu worshipping 3 million gods but we never knew that Japanese had 8 million gods along with 183,000 cults in their country.

At the time I was praying, I only felt a burden for the people in Japan but I did not know of any roads or channels that minister to the Japanese people until recently when I encounter a lady who has a big heart for the Japanese people. Upon hearing her testimony, I knew for sure that God had called her into the ministry there. Not only that, there have been open doors to learn Japanese language, reach out to the Japanese people in Penang and also chance to get to know people with a heart for them. As for me, I really felt useless and so small because I do not have any information of their culture and language but I only know that I have God, a BIG God. Praise the Lord.

Well, my request in this blog is that you pray together with me for the Japanese people. They really need the Lord. Pray for my friend that God's will be done upon her life. Pray also that by God's will, I am able to collect fund to go to Japan and do a mission trip there. I am not sure what God's plans are but remain faithful to Him all the time. Your prayers are precious to God.
Thanks.

My Korean friends

2009-02-22T17:39:00.003+08:00

Hmmm..one of the best things that i expereinced in the seminary is the number of Korean friends I met. Well, every story has a beginning and it all begins when my new roommate moved in. He is from Korea. His name is Daniel and he is a great guy. Always had the heart to worship God and also a desire to learn English. I call him pig or 'tueji' in Korean because he eats a lot and is always a funny guy. He is always angry with the lizards that are making noises in the room so one day, I adviced him to go and find papa lizard to educate the baby lizards to stop making noises. Haha. Well, they have always reminded me that although we are from different language and country, we served one God and is baptized under one spirit. It is truly amazing when we could see beyond all differences and share the love of Christ.

My roommate, Mr. Tueji...Haha..

My Korean friends; from left: James, Joseph, Dr. Lee, Justin,

Sabrina (from China), me, Joseph's dad and Mr. Tueji..

The Crisis Around Us

2009-02-12T15:08:00.002+08:00

Recently, we are not spared from being bombarded by bad news all around us especially with the political turmoil, the sudden change in the weather and also the economic crisis. Just yesterday, one of my friend said that it has not been raining for 3 months in China and it is affecting a lot of people. It is spring right now and plants should be growing but it was the opposite. With such an effect, the prices of food would increase and thus, putting a heavy burden to the current economic crisis on the people in China and all around the world.

What are we as the follower of Christ do? Well, truly we are assured that God is in control. Let's pray that this crisis will remove our faith from the things of the world and plant it in God's assurance. There would also be many insecure people going around to look for money as much as they can by hook or by crook but let this verse from Psalm 37:16 comforts us, "Better is the little that the righteous has then the abundance of many wicked." Hear ye, all you who claims to follow Christ, may He be your supreme satisfcation and just to be in his temple is all you would ever desire, to gaze at the beauty of the Lord. He is our provider, we shall walk righteously in his presence and not be like one that chase after things that won't last forever.

Faith

2009-02-11T16:04:00.001+08:00

Of First Importance
“Faith speaks in an entirely different manner . . .”
Posted: 10 Feb 2009 09:24 PM PST
“The man who has faith is the man who is no longer looking at himself, and no longer looking to himself. He no longer looks at anything he once was. He does not look at what he is now. He does not [even] look at what he hopes to be as the result of his own efforts. He looks entirely to the Lord Jesus Christ and His finished work, and he rests on that alone. He has ceased to say, ‘Ah yes, I have committed terrible sins but I have done this and that…’ He stops saying that. If he goes on saying that, he has not got faith… Faith speaks in an entirely different manner and makes a man say, ‘Yes, I have sinned grievously, I have lived a life of sin… yet I know that I am a child of God because I am not resting on any righteousness of my own; my righteousness is in Jesus Christ, and God has put that to my account.’”
- D. M. Lloyd-Jones, quoted by Timothy Keller in The Message of Romans (Redeemer Presbyterian Church, 2003), 59.

Blogger's note:
May we not longer look at ourselves but at the finished work of Christ. Lord, may I rest in you and you alone.

2009-01-22T22:12:00.001+08:00

Out to Pasar Malam

Psalm 23

2009-01-22T16:10:00.002+08:00

I was reading this Psalm during my devotion and I pray that it would be an encouragement to you as well.

Psalm 23
The Lord is my shepherd, I shall not be in want.
He makes me lie down in green pastures,
he leads me beside quiet waters,
he restores my soul.

He guides me in paths of righteousness for his name's sake.
Even though I walk
through the valley of the shadow of death,
I will fear no evil,
for you are with me;
your rod and staff, they comfort me.

You prepare a table before me in the presence of my enemies.
You anoint my head with oil;
my cup overflows.
Surely goodness and love will follow me all the days of my life,
and I will dwell in the house of the Lord forever.

Only for Christ,
Matthew.

My Life in the Seminary

2009-01-20T22:23:00.005+08:00

Life here had been great. Besides the opportunity to help out in the kitchen, in which i hope to rule over it one day..muahaha..i had the chance to enrich my spiritual life. I had more time to pray and seek God and I'm determined to finish the bible in a year. Who's with me??haha..it has truly been a blessing too meeting new friends and knowing how God transforms their lives really encouraged me a lot.

The first week I was here, there were 2 snakes killed. It was scary. I was just finished sweeping the floor for campus cleaning when a guy ran to us panting and saying that there is a snake. I quickly rushed to the scene hoping to see one as I have never really had the experience of looking at a snake. It was hiding underneath the drain and I was holding my broom. One of the guy from the rural areas of Thailand saw me and said that I won't be able to kill the snake with the broom. I looked at him and I guess he saw it through my eyes that I was not going to chase after a snake and kill it. Haha.

At the Night Market @ Tanjung Bungah. From left: Tina, Daniel and Me.

Just now, we went to the 'pasar malam' or the night market and both of my friends from Korea and Indonesia fell in love with lok lok. Well, one of my Sandakan friend loved it so much that he is addicted to it right now. It was a truly Malaysian experience for those who had never tried such awesome food.

The Lok Lok Gang. From Right: Kevin, David, Me and Daniel.

Well, praying that we would continue to grow stronger to become brave soldier for God not forgetting who we are and what Christ did on the cross for us. Praise Him for the wonderful brothers and sisters in Christ in my life.

Matthew.

Dedication

2009-01-11T16:13:00.002+08:00

This is the first message preached by the speaker during the spiritual retreat camp in the seminary. The message was taken out from Daniel 3:8-18 when King Nebuchadnezzar was going to persecute Daniel's 3 friends; Shadrach, Meshach and Abed-nego for not obeying his command to bow down at the idol he made for himself. There are 3 lessons to be learnt here.

The 3 friends showed faith without compromise. During that moment, they were like eggs against a big solid rock. If an egg were to be thrown over at a rock, it will surely break. However, although the eggs are weak, but if God is there, it will be able to shatter the rock. The speaker told us that it is not by our power and ability that we change lives, it is only through the power of God. When we are most satisfied in ourselves, it gives us an opportunity to be boastful in our comfort zone therefore God won't be able to use us. It is only through the weak that God manifests His power.

The second one was absolute faith in the Almighty power of God. They do not have any doubt at all that God can save them. No matter how tough the road may be or how painful the persecution is, they still have faith in God. Faith is the most important thing that a Christian should have. It is the fuel that keeps us going. It is the strength in the Almighty God. It is something we can't see but we believe in completely wiht our heart. When you are not afraid of this world, the world shall be afraid of you.

The third lesson was faith ready to sacrifice. With the life you have, whom shall you sacrifice it to? If we can give our lives to the Lord just like our 3 friends, wouldn't it be a great honour? The life of Jesus Christ was given to save us and we should model that example. When we meet our Lord Jesus, our lives should be blessed with the love for lost souls. Should not our prayers be like this, "Our Lord, you have shamefully die on the cross so that we can have eternal life. If we can offer our lives to you, what greater glory than that?". It is not possible to follow Christ without sufferings.

Penang Ultimate Frisbee

2009-01-01T21:31:00.003+08:00

The Frisbee Team

I can't never believe the day we won a silver for the frisbee tournament. It was like a dream come true. We went there thinking that it would simply be fun fun fun and nothing more. Just to go there, play some games with new friends that we are about to meet and then get back home. However, upon arrival, it was out of our expectations. Everyone were showing off their superb frisbee skill and one team even had a team jersey. I found out later that they were the northern state champions. When we looked at our own team, it consisted of 3 who played once, 1 who never touched the frisbee at all and others who were here just to have fun.

Blane was our team leader and when he asked us to figure out a team name, we came out with names like "Have Mercy On Us", "Noob", "Bum", "Sure Lose" and many more. We had raise our white flags even before the game started.

The first whistle was given and that marked our first game against Revelation 4:12. I'm not sure if it's Revelation or Revolution because the latter was a name for another team. Anyway, we played so badly that the organiser of the tournament has to come and give us some good advices. We lost the first game and then it was lunch time. Got saved by the lunch bell.

After a full lunch of Big Mac and fries, we played our second game. It was against a team from Sungai Petani. Ironically, we won and we guessed it must be the Mc D lunch that gave us strength to fight. Haha. To our disbelief, we emerged out as champion of our group as the other team pulled out as they had to attend a 'kenduri'. I was shocked when they announced the results. In other words, we were entering the semi finals.

Here is another side of the story. Before the game started, I was talking with Wei Yee behind a group of young boys from Bukit Mertajam (they were the northern region champion and you do not want to go against them). We were saying that we should go up and make friends with them. Who knows? We might be able to share the gospel. But, there was one BIG problem. They were in another group and the only chance to interact with them was if we meet them at semi finals. To our horror, we are actually against them in the semi finals. Although we were all afraid but we knew that this was God's plan and praise Him for giving us an opportunity to mingle around with them.

To our delight, we won the semi finals and it was a huge victory. That placed us in the finals against the Dalat school. They were a bunch of crazy people when it comes to frisbee and true enough, the won the finals. However, we were all glad and happy because God was behind all this. It does not matter whether we won or lost but the friendship we gained was priceless.

The Crazy Frisbee Team

Fine Dining Pictures

2008-12-31T01:20:00.002+08:00

Candles to lit up the atmosphere

The Appetizer; Mushroom Soup and Garlic Bread

The Entree: Chicken Wrapped with Ham

Finally the Dessert: Chocolate Mint Smoothies

Vulnerability

2008-12-30T14:08:00.003+08:00

A human heart, not physically is always vulnerable. In many ways, we are often hurt by the people closest to us. People always say that your best friend is your enemy and to a certain extent, it is true for me. Not as in a friend who wished to harm or kill you but as a friendship grow and as both party starts to reveal certain parts of their lives, expectations come in. I've had this kind of experiences and it is not a pleasant one indeed. Could it be possible to keep your heart locked inside but love without conditions? Yeah, to love without condition. When I thought about unconditional love, I felt that as a human, it is something impossible. But on the other hand, if such thoughts came through my mind, then what I chase after would be a desire to be secured with my friends which would mean that God isn't inside the picture of my life. Truly God's love is unconditional. Truly without Him as the center of my life, my soul is sick. Oh Lord, may You rule over my thoughts, may I be able to experience Your deep and unconditional love and may Your love touches me deeply.

Fine Dining

2008-12-29T23:09:00.003+08:00

The fine dining gang

"Hey Ed, I'm thinking about having a small Christmas gathering at my house. Look, here are some beautiful organice tealight candles. Shall we get the purple one or the green one?"

"It would surely be the purple one lahh. Sounds good. How about making it grand a bit."

"Grand? How grand do you want it to be?"

"Well, just a bit only lahh...We could think about the appetizer, the entree, the main course and finally, the dessert. Not only that, let's have a dress code, we would be wearing formal."

"Huh?"

"Ooh..aah..let's move the table to where the chandelier is located. Then we could have the fine dining atmoshpere. That would be so cool."

"Aaaaaahhhh....*sweat*" Matt was rolling his eyes looking around.

"One more thing, let's put candles too."

"Ok. That would be nice. I'll get the candles."

So, on 29 December 2008, we had our first fine dining experience in my house. To cut the long story short, it was a wonderful night. It was a bit awkward at first wearing formal clothes at home. However, the food was awesome. We started out with appetizer; mushroom soup, garlic bread and salad. Next was the entree, Edmund's best dish yet; the chicken wrapped with bacon. It was finger licking good. With our stomach hungering for more, Peking duck came next. Paul taught us to eat it Beijing style. You have to fill a rice paper with zucchini, onion leaves, bean sprout, Peking duck and lastly, the special sauce. Then, roll it up nicely and upon placing it into your mouth, you could taste the special sauce bursting in your mouth. It was truly an awesome experience. Yummy. Finally was the dessert; chocolate mint smoothies.

Crazy People

Although the dinner was great, the Word of God topped it all. It was about placing Christ first into our lives. If we do not think of Christ first in the morning, if we do not consider Him in our high and low times, if we neglect His laws, then we are truly sick. But when we are wounded, have we considered the suffering of our Lord? When we are in poverty, have we ever thought about the richness of our Lord? When we are suffering, have we pondered upon the comfort that God wants to give us? Well, if we could honour the name of our Lord by going into the depths of the world just for His name sake, if through death, we could add another trumpet of praise to His kingdom, if through our lives, we could glorify His name, then may our desire be so. Let's pray that in everything we do, say or think, it will be for the glory of God.

Children Adventure Camp '08

2008-12-14T23:05:00.002+08:00

The children camp I went over to help was the most amazing thing that happened in my life this year. It was fun-filled and exciting. All the children were adorable but naughty but they just melted my heart..haha..

Well, on the first day, I was in charge of the 11 and 12 years old group of children. I met one who resembles my little brother in terms of character and level of 'naughtiness'..haha.. Anyway, guess what's the name os my group??It was none other than Sponge Bob Square Pants..the other group got jealous so they called us Sponge Bob No Pants..haha..It started out quite awkward at first maybe because they were between children and teenager so there would be this cool factor coming in..trying to be 'coolness'..haha..

On the night itself, we played a game called counselor hunting where all the helpers will hide and the children have to find them out..well, I took 2 big garbage bag and then covered myself and then hid behind a tank trying to fool the children into thinking that it was only a BIG, LONG pile of garbage..haha..the first team came and they kicked me thrice adn then left..it was a success..but the second team came..they saw this weird looking human garbage and kicked it thrice, then one of them went over to where my head is..at that time, i was suffocating, i could barely breathe and i was sweating like i just took a bath..i prayed really hard that they won't kick me so hard..then..BANG...OUCHHH!!!!!..my head hurts terribly and i have to surrender..so, i followed them back and after an hour, the children went to bed and we had our counselor meeting..i was rubbing my head and found out that i was bleeding..haha..

2 days later, on the last day of camp, we passed by the spot where i hid and i asked the kid who hit me to show me the stone. (He said he hit me with a stone, i thought it was a torch light or something else)..i thought the stone would be a mini size one like a 2cm diameter stone but when he showed it to me, my jaws dropped at full speed..it was a 15cm diameter flat stone with sharp edges..I just can't believe what happened that night..I might be in heaven with Jesus if he threw it harder..haha..

On the second day of camp, we had a great time of bible study, recreation and crafts..I asked the children whether they came from a christian family, 90% raised up their hands..then i asked if you know why you are a christian, only 1 remained..so, i dig deep into the essence of christianity during bible study..there was a kid who asked a lot of tough questions..with national geographic and discovery channel, they can be really smart..Then we played baseball, had a basketball tournament and lots of chasing..

We also had a great time at the beach..I became the seaweed monster and a bunch of children were chasing me with seaweeds on their hands..most children should be having snow war right now in winter but in Malaysia, we were having seaweed battle..haha..i was running and laughing like spongy bob around the beach..

On the 2nd night, after sermon, 2 children rededicated their lives to be serious in God..they felt God prompting them to become serious..it was truly a wonderful night..we do not know when it happened and why it happened but God is at work all the time..Praise the Lord..

On the last day, it was the saddest day..i hugged all my children many times and saying goodbye to them was the hardest but they gave me a lot of sweet memories.. Well, i learnt a lot from them..they will be in my heart all the time..

Thanks for all the prayers that has supported the camp..Thanks for the wonderful time helping out in the children camp with the counselors..Thanks to Miss Cathy, Miss Pat and Uncle Roger for the wonderful heart of serving and glorifying God..your love for the children were amazing..

I will post some pictures in my next posting..

Matthew.

Mission Trip in Bangkok

2008-12-07T14:10:00.002+08:00

Well, during the trip, i guessed the hottest news in town was about the protest against the government and also the attacks that was happening throughout the week. However, over at my place, Nonthaburi, which is located 2 hours from the heart of Bangkok, the situation was safe and everyone was minding about their business as usual. My mother even called me up to ask...haha..

Throughout the mission trip, we did prayer walk, giving out gospel tracts, tried really hard to interact with the locals but it was like a chicken talking to a duck..however, we did meet some who knew a bit of english, enough for us to communicate...the bible study was awesome..we were all blessed by the things we learnt from the Bible..we were committed to go through the book of Acts during the mission trip...it was a really good book in regards to mission work..and it turned out to be a blessing to the missionaries there..

Things did turned out unexpectedly such as the protest and the cancellation of our flight back home but it was a blessing in disguise..on that evening itself, i met Fifa, a young boy around the age of 11 in a cyber cafe..i was checking my mail and he was looking at me (all chinese will look like thai so they will talk in thai language)..he was shocked when i said hello..haha..he thought i was going to say sawadikap..so, we chatted a bit, i treat him ice cream and then gave him a gospel tract..well, God is in control..
And on that night itself, after going through a wonderful bible study on "Proclaiming the Excellencies of Jesus Christ", someone got convicted by God to serve in her own country..Praise the Lord..God creates missionaries, you do not know when it will happen but it is truly a wonderful thing..How great is our God..

I would say that our mission trip really happened after the cancellation of the flight..we grew closer together as we face this situation together..I am really glad that no one burst or complain but we were all assured that God is under control and we shall trust in Him..
And the best thing was a chance to go to Phuket so that we could catch a flight back to KL the next day..it was an awesome moment praising God and the work of His creation..

Well, i would close with this prayer..Lord, we would never know of Your deep wisdom but one thing we do know, that You are God and we shall place our trust in You and dwell in the house of the Lord forever. Amen.

More updates

2008-11-30T18:58:00.000+08:00

Hi..thanks for all the supports, prayers and concerns..
Don't worry for we are located out of Bangkok and it is far away from the protest..So, everything is safe here..
Everyone is doing alright too..and we are happy..hehe..
Here's the good news..we will be going down to Phuket on Wednesday night and will be flying to KL on Friday morning..Then some of us will be taking the bus up to Penang on that day..
I'm glad that at last we could get hold of the air tickets..We have been looking for various alternatives (air tickets and train tickets) but it is all fully booked..
Well, another good news was that last night (the night we were stranded here), we went through a bible study on missions work and it was truly a blessing..there were convictions and affirmations..truly our God is a great God..

Continue praying for us..

Matthew..

Stucked in Bangkok

2008-11-29T16:48:00.002+08:00

I figured we could start producing a movie for this mission trip..it is not only filled with action of people getting sick each day but also of being trapped in Bangkok..haha..but praise the Lord for everything..
This is the day that the Lord has made and we will rejoice in it..
Anyway, the protest last until today as well so we won't be able to fly back..and there won't be any spaces in the train until next Saturday..So long..hehe..
Well, continue praying that we would be aware of where God is at work..He assured me last night in the book of Acts chapter 18....that continue to be in the city for God has set apart people of His own..
Hopefully we would be able to join where God is at work..

Thanks.
Matthew.

Happy Thanksgiving

2008-11-27T16:40:00.003+08:00

Today is Thanksgiving and a missionary, Carol from Washington is preparing some good food..Praise the Lord for everything and may we comtinue to give thanks to the Lord in times of good and bad..Blessed be the name of the Lord, He gives and takes away but blessed be the name of the Lord..

Matthew.

Updates 2

2008-11-27T16:35:00.003+08:00

Well, today i am sick..Had a severe diarrhoe and also vomiting..but praise the Lord for brothers and sisters who took good care of me..Today at 6.17am (I still remember the time), I went to the toilet at least 15 times..my tummy is saying bye bye to all the food..haha..right now i am still weak but still moving on..
Today, we had prayer walk..We walked around Nonthaburi and Pakkret..It is the area we lived in..Because of the language barrier, we did prayer walk and giving out gospel tracts..The people here are really nice and patient..more patient that Malaysians..haha..
Thanks for all your prayers and we really need it..especially for health..
On Monday, Karen got sick, on Tuesday, Diana got sick and today is my turn..phew..but praise the Lord..
Another thing to pray about is the protest here..We might not be able to fly back this Saturday but if it is God's will for us to be here, then may His will be done..
Thanks a lot and i appreciate all the prayer, love and support..

Matthew.

Nothing could I ask more than this

2008-11-27T16:34:00.000+08:00

Of First Importance
Jesus was willing . . .
Posted: 23 Nov 2008 11:50 PM CST
“The shattered relationship between Father, Son, and Holy Spirit at the cross provides the basis for our reconciliation. No other relationship ever suffered more than what Father, Son, and Holy Spirit endured when Jesus hung on the cross and cried, ‘My God, my God, why have you forsaken me?’ Jesus was willing to be the rejected Son so that our families would know reconciliation. Jesus was willing to become the forsaken friend so that we could have loving friendships. Jesus was willing to be the rejected Lord so that we could live in loving submission to one another. Jesus was willing to be the forsaken brother so that we could have godly relationships. Jesus was willing to be the crucified King so that our communities would experience peace.”
- Paul David Tripp, Relationships: A Mess Worth Making (Greensboro, NC: New Growth Press, 2006), 13.

Bangkok Mission Trip

2008-11-25T20:50:00.000+08:00

Hello...how are you all doing?
We are doing great here..
It was a great time on the train..24 hours isn't that bad..it is actually super fun..and I got the chance to share with a person on the train and make friends with a teenage girl..she is really quiet but we hope to establish better friendship with her. Isn't that cool? Well, the lady i spoke with believes that all religion is the same and God sent people down at different places at different time to cater to the needs at that moment..so, in a nutshell, all religion leads to God..
Upon arrival at Bangkok, we visitied the church and had a good time knowing them..the thing that we find hard here is the language barrier..Everyone here speaks Thai and even with us, it is also Thai..haha..
All chinese here will look like thai..really hard time..
We went to Imax and the screen was BIG..and then we met a bunch of guys from Israel..well, we said we're Christians and they say, well, Jesus is a Jew so no problem lahh...aiya..

Just today, we had a great bible study session and singing praise to God..it was truly a wonderful time..the best thing was the prayer walk where we prayed around the area for heart's to be soften and also to embrace the gospel as well...not only that, we talk with some people around and they are friendly..haha..so hard not knowing thai language..one would die here..haha..
Not to forget, i just had Swensen Millionaire Ice Cream...YUMMY....
There are also lots of funny stories here to tell..will tell you all more when i'm back..One of it is in the train..once again..language problem..

Waiter in the train: What you want?
Chris: Arr..this one? (He chos no. 1 on the menu)
Waiter: No ham..
Chris: Oh ok..hmm..
Waiter: All got ham..this one (refering to no. 1) no ham..
Chris: Oh ok..(pondering for a few minutes)..i want this one..(pointing at menu no. 1)
Waiter: No ham..
Chris: Huh??this one..
Waiter: No ham..(waving his hand signalling there isn't any)
All of us: OHH..NO HAVE..

Just now, we went for a prayer on the bridge across Chao Phraya river..if you read you geography, you will know what is it..haha..It was cool..and then we sang some songs..
What is important here is prayer..prayer..prayer...if only we would pray and seek the power of the Holy Spirit to convict people around...
It is also one of the lessons i learnt here..to pray pray pray..especially with brothers and sisters here..

Some of the things we would need prayer support are these:
1. Praying that the hearts of the people here will be soften...you just won't know how sad their state is living in the cycle of karma with no hope..
2. Praying that the the church will be blessed by God to reach out to the people here...basically, at the place where we are staying, the people know about Christ but they are afraid..
3. So, praying that they will open their hearts to receive the gospel..
4. Praying that we would become friends with them..one of the church workers here said that they really need friends in their lives..

Thanks a lot for your prayer support..we really need it..

Your Brother in Christ,
Matthew.

The Blessedness of God

2008-11-12T23:21:00.002+08:00

I just preached my first official sermon last week but praise the Lord that i did not die on the pulpit..haha..i was feeling nervous, anxious and there are lots of butterflies in my tummy..haha..and after my sermon, i had stomach cramp..what a great day..haha..but i felt glad and happy i made my first sermon, the best thing was the blessed assurance that comes from God that gave me strength to proclaim His words..

Blessedness means happy..and this happiness is different from what the world has to offer..it is the happiness that God gives eventhough we are in the lion's den..and in both the Old and New Testament, we can find many verses that relates to the blessedness of God..

Deuteronomy 33:29
Blessed are you, O Israel, who is like you, a people saved by the Lord, who is the shield of your help and the sword of your majesty.

Job 1:20-21
Then Job arose and tore his robe and shaved his head, and he fell to the ground and worshipped. He said, "Naked I come from my mother's womb, and naked I shall return there, the Lord gave and the Lord has taken away. Blessed be the name of the Lord."

Pslam 128:1
Now blessed is everyone who fears the Lord, who walks in His ways.

Revelation 22:12-14
Behold, I am coming quickly and My reward is with Me, to render to every men according to what he has done. I am the Alpha and the Omega, the first and the last, the beginning and the end. Blessed are those who wash their robes, so that they may have the right to the tree of life, and may enter by the gates into the city,

Jesus Himself also talked about the blessedness of God in the Sermon of the Mount, Matthew 5:1-12.

From all these verses, we can conclude that the happiness that is eternal and everlasting can only come from God and God alone through His ways. We have always been looking for happiness through fulfilling our own desires but that kind of happiness don't last long. After that, we would long for more but we are never satisfied with it. This is because that satisfaction only come from the Living Water that never runs dry.

Praise the Lord for that. May we come into His presence daily seeking Him to be filled with eternal joy.

Create in Me a Clean Heart

2008-11-03T22:20:00.002+08:00

How many of us see sin as something so hideous, ugly and filthy? And the bad news is that nothing in our own capability could remove it, "for all of us have become like one who is unclean, and all our righteous deeds are like filthy garment" (Isaiah 64:6).

Well, i have been through fighting sin and temptation this week and will continue on fighting for as long as i live in this world. It is not an easy battle for the lion awaits its prey to let its guard down and will strike in a flash with no time to defend itself. My life has been like this this few weeks, staying awake and fighting against it.

The one challenge is the thought of offending my Saviour, the Lord whom I love most for i know that sin will destroy my relationship with Him. I know that sin will cause death in me. I know that sin will not please my Lord.

How i wish my heart could be like the heart of David when he calls upon the Lord to create in him a clean heart. The heartfelt urgency to fight against sin prompt David to seek nothing but his Lord, urging Him to create a clean heart for without it, it is as if the jaws of hell is right beneath him..

Let us pray to God with such a heart, pleading and wrestling with Him till we have found in us a clean heart. Remember that with iniquities in your life, God won't be in the center of your life and nothing will ever go right.

Continue to pray for me and also lift each other up in prayer as we fight against the principalities of this world. But remember who the victor is? Amen.

The Wrong Righteousness

2008-10-27T21:46:00.002+08:00

“Before you can ever make a clean and unamended confession of your sin, you have to first begin by confessing your righteousness. It’s not just your sin that separates you from God; your righteousness does as well. Because, when you are convinced you are righteous, you don’t seek the forgiving, rescuing, and restoring mercy that can be found only in Jesus Christ.”
- Paul David Tripp, Whiter Than Snow (Wheaton, Ill.: Crossway Books, 2008), 22.

Blogger's note:
How many of us have admitted that we are not righteous at all? That the righteousness we have is only used to judge others based on our own self-bulit righteousness. The truth is that there are nothing righteous about ourselves; it is battered, spoilt, filthy and broken. It is nothing but useless and unless we are able to admit it, we shall never see the kingdom of God.

Isaiah 64:6
For all of us have become like one who is unclean, And all our righteous deeds are like filthy garment; And all of us wither like a leaf, And all our iniquities, like the wind, take us away.

Let us bow down before the Righteous One and admit that we are unrighteous apart from Jesus who bestow upon us His righteousness through the work He has done.

My New Job in an Economy Rice Shop

2008-09-08T15:50:00.002+08:00

Hey, some of you might knew that i have resigned from my job a month ago. Well, i'm curently not working but helping out an uncle selling economy rice. This is how i got into this job. One day, uncle asked me if i'm working or not, i said nope..so,he told me to come help him out so i said ok..that's how i ended up helping him. However, for some reason, I knew God was arranging all these events to happen.

Today was my first day at work and it was enlightening.First, working there gave me an insight into the meaning of being a servant. My job there basically was to cut vegetables, clean the table, dispose left over food, serve soup and fruits and doing what my boss requires. So, it was like doing a job that a non-chinese would do generally. (i don't mean to say that all chinese do not do such a work but it is in a mindset of a chinese to get a better paying job).

Second, it challenges the status quo. As i looked at the expression of people around me, it was like "What on earth is this young chinese boy doing here? He should be working somewhere else with a better pay." or "isn't he a graduate from the university?Why is he working here?". It will be going against the chinese culture to be found working in such an environment. Haha.

Third, it redefines humility within me. While i was doing all these, my flesh sort of like told me, "hey, why are you doing all these things, it is shameful, you should be working somewhere else that could make you and your family proud, this job is not for people like you." So,i guess working in such an environment really humbles me. While wiping the table, i thought of Jesus washing His disciples' feet. What an amazing display of humility and servant-heart attitude.

Fourth, it is a tough lesson especially when i met friends whom i knew. They would give me an expression like,"arr..what are you doing here? Shouldn't you be working in a better place?" I would sometimes be embarassed too but i hope God will continue to take away my pride.

Lastly, it was a time of learning to interact with older people. Most of the ones helping there are over 50 years old. It is fun to understand how they would think and what worldview they are holding inside.

Well, hopefully God will change the way chinese people think and see that in the end, obedience towards God is important and that God's name be glorified in any kind of working environment.

The Flood

2008-09-08T15:47:00.001+08:00

Hey, i would like to tell a true story and see how that could relate to helping out in a ministry here. Yesterday, I went to the music club but it was a bad day. It rained heavily the whole day and for the first time in history, the area around my music club house got flooded. Suddenly, a car broke down in front of the house. One of my friend went over to check on the driver and the passengers. We invited them in and we started chatting. I was chatting the the lady and came to know that she is a teacher in one of the high school in Penang. The ironic thing was that she is a christian and she is bringing in the Boys Brigade into the school. It is a big buddhist school so she plans to bring in Boys Brigade with a hope to reach out to the students there.

The Boys Brigade is an established club and it is used to reach out to high school students through various activities. Usually, they would bring in teams from churches to help in establishing relationship or invite the members to join a church camp. Many souls have been blessed by this ministry.

I'm thinking that it would be a good ministry to reach out to the chinese speaking group of students there. Yeah, I am really hoping that more chinese workers could come and help. One of the reasons is so that the chinese in Malaysia will be able to see that God can use different races to do His work. One problem with the chinese mind set here is thinking that other people do better in everything compare to the chinese in terms of God's work except for earning money. Haha. So,i'm hoping that with the cooperation that we are going to do, more chinese would be able to give their life for ministry. Maybe this is a good chance to impact high school students. I'm not sure what God's plans are, but keep on praying.

After the lady came in, the rain stopped. May God's name be glorified. Our God can control the rain if that is waht He wills to happen.

The Law

2008-08-28T11:23:00.002+08:00

What a wonderful title to start with in my daily devotion. It totally smoke my face off when i was reading through Romans 7:7-12. The end of the verse explains that the law is holy and the commandment is holy and righteous and good. However, why would the law be good if it requires our obedience towards something that is almost impossible to achieve? It is as if sending ourselves towards eternal condemnation. So, is the Law sin? May it never be! Those were resounding words that Paul wrote in his letter.

The Law reflects God's perfect standard and holiness. Therefore, when God bestow upon the 10 commandments, sin became alive. Paul did not meant to imply that sin became alive and there is nothing we could do but we became aware of sin and that we are walking towards the road of eternal damnation. As a result, it creates in us the need for a Saviour. However, many are led to thinking that through obeying the Law, we could earn salvation through good works and merit. Unfortunately, God does not compromise the standard He has set.

Hopefully, through looking into the perfect Law, we will be concious of our sinful nature and that will lead us to accepting the only way for redemption through Jesus Christ.

Charles Wesley: Risk

2008-08-27T12:26:00.000+08:00

They were all cheerful; full of comfort, peace, and triumph; assuredly persuaded Christ had died for them, and waited to receive them into paradise. . . . The black . . . saluted me with his looks. As often as his eyes met mine, he smiled with the most composed, delightful countenance I ever saw.
We left them going to meet their Lord, ready for the bridegroom. When the cart drove off, not one stirred, or struggled for life, but meekly gave up their spirits. Exactly at twelve they were turned off. I spoke a few suitable words to the crowd; and returned, full of peace and confidence in our friends’ happiness. That hour under the gallows was the most blessed hour of my life. (Journal, vol 1, 120-123)

Hmmm..

2008-08-27T09:46:00.002+08:00

If you guys and gals are wondering why i changed this blog completely, this is because i have created a new section for Kitchen's Fellowship..you can check it out at kitchensfellowship.blogspot.com..This blog will be for my personal stuffs and the new one is committed only to Kitchen's Fellowship..well,share this good news..haha..and please visit it..

I Shall Stand and Feed in the Strength of the Lord

2008-08-23T11:59:00.003+08:00

This was the word given to us during our Kitchen's Fellowship a few days ago over lunch. It was a great time with one of my brother in Christ. Love him a lot.

Well, what is so significant with that statement? First of all, it reminds me once again who Jesus is and that every single truth was practical in action. What a joy and comfort to know that God did not just sit on His holy throne in the heavenly above but He actually came down to be with us and to die for our sins, to provide a way to Him, a perfect and complete way. Not only that, He is our shepherd-king. The king of all shepherds. (Uh hmm, that's right..duhh). The job of a shepherd is to shepherdize...duhh...but when you truly look into the meaning of shepherdize; it means to care, to watch, to look after, to protect, to lead, to preserve and to feed. It is basically everything a sheep would need. Jesus is there to care for our spiritual needs, to watch after us lest wolves would come and attack us, to lead us into a realtionship with Him, to direct us into a willing obedience filled with love, joy and peace and to feed us with His Word that is living and active, transforming even the most stubborn heart and slaying the dragon of pride.

Not only that, His eyes are never slumber nor His hands are weary from all the work and His shoulders tired from carrying all our burdens. He is our shepherd-king.

It blows my face off. It smokes me off knowing that His humanity communes with me and His divinity protects me. What a joyful truth to be assured that we are the people of His pasture. A blessed assurance indeed.

A Passion for God's Glory

2008-08-05T20:44:00.001+08:00

The Passion conference last night was awesome.

During Louie's message, I told God that if you want me to continue working or quit working, please let me know.It was a burden in my heart all this while to either let it go an spend most of my time in ministry or continue working. There is also much confusion on what the will of the Lord is. Therefore, I made a prayer to the Lord.At the end of the message, after Louie gave a short but meaningful testimony by a girl named Ashley, suddenly, I started crying non-stop. It was about Ashley who had a wild party life and how God changed her life completely but 3 months into following Christ, she got involved in an accident and went home to be with the Lord..

Although it was a simple testimony, but it gave me a huge impact. I realised that life is short. I cried on-stop throughout the 2 songs that Chris Tomlin sang. Mighty to Save and Amazing Grace. I sang and then cried, then prayed, then cried, then sang again, then cried again, then kneel down on my knees, then cried and then sang again. Something inside me just can't wait to get out and at that moment while singing mighty to save, God wants me to shine His light out and let the whole world see.

During these 2 months, God has been placing burdens in my heart in different part of ministry. First was to start a Bible study group. Next, to help Christians in Malaysia to grow in their knowledge of the Bible. This statement kept sticking in my mind. "The Preciousness of the Promises of God to His Glory". I would like to do a study on that. to help Christians understand that the promises of God is so precious that it can turn the world upside down. The third thing is to visit and help the youth i met in a youth camp 3 years ago at Sungai Petani, Kedah, the northern state of Malaysia, they have always been in my heart and i felt the burden to care and guide them. Fourth would be doing Kitchen's Fellowship. It ahs been a blessing to many people and i hope to spend more time in blessing others with good food. Haha. Next, to stay committed in the student center and help Blane with the work here. Last but not least, to help out in the music club. It is a great ministry aimed at reaching out to the youths through music. I see a need to guide and lead some of them there.

Well, i know that there is a lot here but please remember me in your prayers that God will lead and guide me through step by step. But first, i would have to quit my job first. I hope that my family won't object as it would be a tough decision to make especially when my family is not doing well financially too. I can only place my faith the the sovereignty of God. Pray that i would always be aware God's guidance in my life.

Thanks.Your brother in Christ, Matthew.

Beholding the Glory of Christ

2008-07-19T14:31:00.001+08:00

Beholding the Glory of Christ
Posted: 14 Jul 2008 12:02 AM CDT
“It is by beholding the glory of Christ by faith that we are spiritually edified and built up in this world, for as we behold his glory, the life and power of faith grow stronger and stronger. It is by faith that we grow to love Christ. So if we desire strong faith and powerful love, which give us rest, peace and satisfaction, we must seek them diligently beholding the glory of Christ by faith. In this duty I desire to live and to die.
On Christ’s glory I would fix all my thoughts and desires, and the more I see of the glory of Christ, the more the painted beauties of this world will wither in my eyes and I will be more and more crucified to this world. It will become to me like something dead and putrid, impossible for me to enjoy.”
- John Owen, The Glory of Christ (Carlisle, Pa.: Banner of Truth Trust, 1994), 7.

Salvation

2008-07-03T21:47:00.001+08:00

What is salvation?
Posted: 03 Jul 2008 12:00 AM CDT
“Salvation is not merely an objective reality to be wondered at, a theological dictum to be debated about, a philosophical theory to be speculated about—not even merely a marvelous subject to be preached about.
It is a divine reality entering the human being to transform his fundamental disposition, cleanse him from sin and unrighteousness, redeem him from bondage and corruption, impart to him the nature of God, recreate in him the image of Christ, make him a child of God, a member of the household of God, and qualify him through the gift of the Holy Spirit to live a life of true discipleship in the midst of a world almost destitute of the consciousness of God and eternity.”
—George W. Peters, A Biblical Theology of Missions (Chicago: Moody Press, 1972), 63-64

True Faith

2008-06-29T22:00:00.002+08:00

At Kitchen's Fellowship today, apart from the fantastic Sunquick chicken by Karen, the "poop" soup and also the wonderful fellowship, we got a taste on faith. True faith is being obedient to God even if it means sacrificing something precious for God. Rahab was a good example shown in the Bible regarding true faith. She was a Gentile, a prostitute and also a liar but she knew who God was. She knew that He brought out the Israelites from Egypt, parted the Red Sea and right now they are outside Jericho waiting to take over what was promised by God, the Promised Land. She showed true faith by risking her life just to keep the spies in hiding and lowering them through the window so that they could escape. What would you do in a situation like this? Keeping your life out of fear or putting into action the faith that lives within you.

Remember that Rahab does not know anything about God, all the information she got is only through hearing but she praise God and knew that He is the Lord above in heaven and also on the earth beneath. Therefore, as you have listened and have accepted the good news, put this living faith into action for faith without action is dead.

In the end, it was a great night. Thanks to the "poop" soup. Haha.

Being Judgemental

2008-06-28T00:14:00.002+08:00

Many at times, it is easy for me to be judgemental towards certain issue and certain things. And right now, it would be about dealing with different culture and also different point of view. If i were to make a poll right now, how many of you who are currently reading this blog thinks that i am prideful, too tied up to my own way of thinking and does not have a listening ear? I would love to hear your honest opinion.

Well, it is tough for me especially when i am in a struggle between what i know i need to do and what i don't want to do but doing it. Paul best expressed it when he cried out, "what a wretched man i am." And i do agree that i am a wretched man, a sinful and unworthy man. I would like to say sorry to any of you if i had hurt you or had been to hard on you. Sometimes, you just don't have the space to give out your honest opinions or sometimes i am not paying attention to you. Praying that you would forgive me. I am not perfect and am learning to do what pleases God. Help me to be slow to speak and quick to listen.

Here's a nice article from Desiring God.

12 Sins We Blame on OthersJune 25, 2008 By: Ben Reaoch Category: Commentary
The following is a guest post by Ben Reaoch, pastor of Three Rivers Grace Church in downtown Pittsburgh, PA.
* * *
It started in the Garden. Adam said to God,
The woman whom you gave to be with me, she gave me fruit of the tree, and I ate. (Genesis 3:12)
The first man, caught in the first sin, turns to blame his wife. And he extends the blame to God as well! He implies that he would have remained innocent if God hadn’t put Eve in the garden with him.
The blame-shifting in the Garden continues today. Our proud hearts send us desperately looking for someone else to point to every time we’re confronted with our own sin. There must be someone else—our spouse, sibling, parent, boss, co-worker, pastor, friend, or God, himself.
We are so desperate to justify ourselves that we become irrational. Here are 12 examples.
1) Anger
I wouldn’t lose my temper if my co-workers were easier to get along with, or if my kids behaved better, or if my spouse were more considerate.
2) Impatience
I would be a very patient person if it weren’t for traffic jams and long lines in the grocery store. If I didn’t have so many things to do, and if the people around me weren’t so slow, I would never become impatient!
3) Lust
I would have a pure mind if there weren’t so many sensual images in our culture.
4) Anxiety
I wouldn’t worry about the future if my life were just a little more secure—if I had more money, and no health problems.
5) Spiritual Apathy
My spiritual life would be so much more vibrant and I would struggle with sin less if my small group were more encouraging, or if Sunday school were more engaging, or if the music in the worship service were more lively, or if the sermons were better.
6) Insubordination
If my parents/bosses/elders were godly leaders, then I would joyfully follow them. 7) A Critical Spirit
It’s not my fault that the people around me are ignorant and inexperienced.
8) Bitterness
If you knew what that person did to me, you would understand my bitterness. How could I forgive something like that?
9) Gluttony
My wife/husband/roommate/friend is a wonderful cook! The things they make are impossible to resist.
10) Gossip
It’s the people around me who start the conversations. There’s no way to avoid hearing what others happen to say. And when others ask me questions, I can’t avoid sharing what I know.
11) Self-Pity
I’ll never be happy, because my marriage/family/job/ministry is so difficult.
12) Selfishness
I would be more generous if we had more money.
Making excuses like this is arrogant and foolish. It’s a proud way of trying to justify our actions and pacify our guilty consciences. And it keeps us from humbling ourselves before God to repent of our sins and seek his forgiveness.
Consider James 1:13-15, which leaves us with no way of escaping our own sin and guilt. We cannot blame God, for he “cannot be tempted with evil, and he himself tempts no one.”
Instead, we have to accept the humbling truth that “each person is tempted when he is lured and enticed by his own desire.” This will end the blame game, and it will send us pleading for Christ’s mercy and grace.

I am weak

2008-05-29T21:29:00.005+08:00

The Kitchen's Fellowship had been launched for more than 2 months now and well, like all ministry, there are ups and downs.
"Well, why do you have to waste all the money, is it worth it?"
"Is what you are doing what God wants?"
"God gave you management skills to manage your money well, why are you not managing it properly?"
Those are the questions that had been bogging me 2 weeks ago. I felt insecure and I felt a great urge to seek God and find peace in Him.
I am a human and I am weak. Sometimes as I walked on with Christ, I am not sure if the decisions I made were right. Therefore, I can say that I am weak.
However, as I seek God in prayer and quiet time, He gave me His assurances through a wonderful verse, that is, Romans 8:26

In the same way, the Spirit helps us in our weakness. We do not know what we ought to pray for, but the Spirit himself intercedes for us with groans that words cannot express.

After reading this verse, I am assured that the Holy Spirit who lives in me will pray for me for I do not know what to pray for myself. At that moment, i do not know what best glorifies God but i do know one thing; the Holy Spirit will pray for what most glorifies God. I just have to be ready to be obedient to any outcomes for it will most glorifies God.

One thing is for sure, I do not know for what reasons all of these things happen whether good or bad but all i know is that i will be conformed to His will.

After much praying and praising God, I felt peace in my heart that all the sacrifices me and my friends poured out for the Kitchen's Fellowship is pleasing to God as the next verse really impacted me. Hebrews 13:15-16

Through Jesus, therefore, let us continually offer to God a sacrifice of praise - the fruit of lips that confess his name. And do not forget to do good and to share with others, for with such sacrifices God is pleased.

After that night, I found assurances that as I surrender and submit myself to God, the Holy Spirit will pray for me as I am weak and I cannot perceive the things of God. All i can do is to offer to God a sacrifice of praise as that is the only thing i could offer to Him for He is my song and strength, His righteousness is my salvation. Amen.

Singing in the Rain

2008-05-23T01:02:00.002+08:00

I thought of this catchy title because it is raining right now and everytime it rains, it would always remind me of 2 things; cheese cake and kiwi fruit. Haha. That must seem to be awkward to you but i just like the feeling of slowly dipping my spoon on the cheese cake and kiwi while solemnly looking at the rain dancing on the floor. Well, today wasn't going well for me. Once again, the feeling i thought have been lost for so long came back again. The question arises, "Where can i find a true friend?". I have been struggling with this since form 4 due to my personality of getting to emotionally attached to someone. I'm willing to put my trust completely on that person and thus making me vulnerable and weak. On one hand, i learnt to be tough but on the other hand, i needed someone's care and love. Wretched man I am. While driving this afternoon, tears flowed out as i asked myself why?why?why?..why does it have to be like that? Why this wretched feeling? It's tough but then, i know it is pointless to keep on searching for no one is perfect in this world. The search stops once my soul is rested on the Lord.

Lord, help me to see you as my trusted friend, not to just know it in my mind but to experience it personally.

Happy "Very Early" Birthday, Edmund

2008-05-20T21:56:00.003+08:00

"Look at the time, will Edmund be back anytime soon?", I wondered as i kept an eye of him from my apartment in U-heights.

"Jia Ning, quick, prepare the cake, he might be back anytime soon."

"Ok, is he really coming back now?", as Jia Ning took the cake out from the refrigerator and placed it on the table.

After a few attempts trying to penetrate the candles through the hard layer of chocolate toppings, Jia Ning asked me, "But, how do we suprise him? How about giving him a suprise while he is bathing?"

I rolled my eyes up to heaven and said, "Edmund don't bath at night."

"WHAT! That would be smelly and then he will be sleeping on the bed."

"Well, that is Edmund."

"Don't worry, I'll force him to take his bath, he would surely listen to his 'da jie'."

"Ok, then keep the cake back into the refrigerator again."

As i was keeping vigil of any sign of Edmund, suddenly, he stood right in front of the gate.

All of us acted cool, as if nothing happened and as planned, Jia Ning forced him to take his bath.

GREAT! Everything was going smoothly.

"Right now, we need to figure out how to suprise him. If we light up the candle too soon, it will be gone by the time he is out", I said as we took out the cake again.

"Hmmm, I know, I'll go in and talk to him, if you hear me talking out loud, it means that he is out of the bathroom." as i giggled at my sinister ideas. Muahaha.

So, i went in while Jia Ning was being alert to any loud voices from the bedroom (the bathroom is in the Master's bedroom). While in the room, I read through the Bible looking for questions that i could ask him.

Suddenly, the shower stopped and noises in the bathroom indicating that he was going to come out soon.

"HEY, EDMUND, so, you got a nice bath?" *swt *swt (dunno what to say..haha)

I'm not sure what was going around outside but i sure did help out delaying him for a few seconds.

As Edmund walked out of the bedroom, "SUPRISE", everyone shouted.

It was a totally awkward situation as everyone was in shock mode and Edmund's birthday is like a month more to go. But we sang the birthday song, took some pics and ate the cake. What's best was the DURIANS. Yummy.

Edmund out of the bathroom (lost for words)

Edmund's 'da jie', Jia Ning

That's the Birthday Boy

From left; Clement, Jia Ning, Edmund, the Author, Abe

Happy Birthday to Edmund. May you continue to grow to desire God's glory more and more each day.

A Hectic Month

2008-05-20T21:47:00.002+08:00

I thought it was going to be a relaxed May but i was mistaken. It was actually busy and filled with things to do. Besides learning piano, motorcycle and also preparing for my musical performance, my hometown friend, Clement came to visit me in Penang. He was a blessing to me. We had a great time taking turn cooking for Kitchen's Fellowship and he introduced some of Tham's secret family recipe (I can't tell you what is it because it is a secret family recipe). Haha. But I also missed out on more good food due to time constraint.

After Clement, my brother came over. He got a place in UTAR, Kampar. I just came back from Kampar, helping my brother to settle down. It was a hectic trip but seasoned with little blessings that makes the trip meaningful. Besides the good food, I felt that God is working in UTAR especially in the campus ministry. Therefore, let's pray for UTAR that it will make an impact and that there would be workers who are willing to sacrifice luxury to stay in a small town for the glory of God.

Well, I am going to miss the both of them and God gave me the opportunity to have closer relationship with my brother. Praise Him.

John 17:26

2008-05-15T23:55:00.000+08:00

“I have paraphrased John 17:26 in order to pray it like this: ‘Father, grant me power from the Holy Spirit to love the Son of God like you love him.’

I pray this in the morning when I get up; I pray it during the day when my mind slips into neutral; and I pray it when I fall asleep at night. My heart has been captured by this prayer.
When I pray it, I am confessing to God that if he does not grant me a work of the Holy Spirit in my life, I will never acquire passion for the Son of God. I am confessing to him that my godliness, my discipline, my knowledge of the Word, though all good, are insufficient to produce passion for the Son of God.

I can change my mind, but only the Holy Spirit can change my heart. Divine love can only be divinely imparted.”

—Jack Deere, Surprised by the Power of the Spirit (Grand Rapids: Zondervan, 1993), 201

The Naked Truth

2008-05-15T22:59:00.003+08:00

Recently, I'm bothered by this statement, "God died to satisfied His wrath"; in other words, Jesus Christ, whom the Christians perceive as the Son of God or God Himself, died on the cross to satisfied His demand for holiness. Holiness means "to be set apart" which means, unless we are holy, we will not be able to approach God at all or to be in His presence. In other words, there won't be any hope for us at all unless God provides the way and unless something is done to satisfied His demand for righteousness and holiness. This is because we are dead people and dead people cannot listen, they cannot see, they cannot understand the things that are from God.

Paul describes it vividly in Romans 3:23, "For all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God". Yeah, you heard it right, we are all sinners. I am a sinner too, I am dead and unless God Himself comes to save me, I am as good as a dead person.

Praise God for the works He did on the cross. It doesn't matter whether the work on the cross seem logical or not, it is how God wants it to be. To think that the Lord of the Universe, the Creator of Heaven and Earth and the Giver of Life would penetrate through our world in the form of skin and flesh just so that a perfect sacrifice can be made on the cross to provide us a way to come back to God is just so mind-boggling.

This explains 1 Corinthians 1:27, "But God chose the foolish things of the world to shame the wise; God chose the weak things of the world to shame the strong".
Yeah, you heard me right. This is all foolishness. Who would be able to accept such a truth? I would rather believe that through my own strength, i can become God or at least save myself. But remember that i am dead. Whatever i do is useless. Only God can save me and if it is through the work of the cross, it wil always be the only way. Therefore, no matter how you try to change the truth, what is still left is the naked truth and nothing can change it.

I would like to challenge followers of Christ to really look into the essence of Christianity. Why do you want to believe in Him? Can you understand or taste the price that God had to go through to save you from eternal damnation? Have you tasted forgiveness? Look fervently into the bible and let's pray that we will continue to grow in the knowledge of the Lord Jesus Christ.

To those who are not yet in the fellowship, seek the truth. I believe that what's left in the end will be the naked truth.

Waiting on God

2008-05-12T12:41:00.002+08:00

Sometimes, we tend to keep on working and working and working hoping that fatigue and stress are evidences that we are doing something for God especially in regards to services in church. However, are we waiting on the Lord? I believe that we should always start our day waiting on Him (devotions, prayers, reading of the Word and a relationship with Him). Through that, we are filled with His grace, which is sufficient for us to go through each day.

When Jesus was calling the disciples to go and preach the good news, Peter was thoroughly excited but Jesus called him to wait until the day of Pentecost. Why? Because they needed the power of God to work in His kingdom.

Are we waiting for the Lord? I hope that this prayer would be our prayer too.

Lord, this morning I'll stop for a while at least to "just wait on God". I know You're wanting to work, and I for one am willing to wait this morning to hear Your voice and discover what You want to do for me today. Amen.

Trip to Kemaman and Mentakab

2008-05-05T21:22:00.007+08:00

The ironic thing about this trip is that it was relaxing and full of free time. I'm saying so because i had never been traveling in such a way. Usually, I would squeeze every single activities i could think of and make sure i get the most out of the trip. But it was different this time and I must say, it was enriching.

In Kemaman, I experienced the 'famous' Hai Peng Kopitiam, keropok lekor, fish mee, my friend's mum cooking (some say best in Kemaman), a lot of U-turns (if you go the wrong way, don't worry, just U-turn) and many more. However, it was the family trip to Sungai Lembing that had enlightened me. Besides the awesome, majestic view of the mountaneous area, I had a great time. I also realized that somewhere deep inside me was a longing for a family. I do not wish for more than a contented and peaceful family. Well, this desire is due to problems in my family and also the lack of communication with my dad. The language of love that my dad used was different from mine. His was more action and less talk, mine was more talk and less action. To be honest, I always long for a dad, at least to talk with and just be best friend. I learnt to appreciate him more. Although it is hard but I believe with the Father's love, I can mend the broken heart.

The Famous Chee Cheong Fun and Curry Fish Mee.

True Peace

2008-04-27T14:41:00.002+08:00

Recently, I had a wonderful time with brothers and sisters in Christ who came to join me in the Kitchen's Fellowship. We have been going through a wonderful verse from the Beatitudes.
Blessed are the peacemakers for they shall be called sons of God. (Matthew 5:9)

We are able to experience true peace because God had accomplished the work at the cross that we are powerless to do, that is, to save our own soul from eternal damnation. Therefore, as we confront our sins, that is, to have a broken and contrite spirit in the presence of a holy God, His peace will rest in us. Jesus had provided the way for us to be justified and set right with God.

One of the characteristics of the citizen of the kingdom of heaven is to be a peacemaker. However, it comes with a heavy price as true peace is about telling the truth, confronting our sins and seeking repentance so that we will be right with God. Therefore, some will oppose us but some will accept the free gift of grace. Jesus never compromised truth. Wherever He goes, He would speak out the truth as it is. As a result, He got mocked, beaten, betrayed and crucified on the cross. The scene at the crucifixion wasn't peaceful; it was dark, full of tears and sorrow, soldiers mocking the King of the Jews and bloody. However, Jesus knew it was the Father's will for Him to be offered as the perfect sacrifice that we might have salvation.

Therefore, true peace is not about keeping silent. It is confronting sins and conquering it with the blood of Christ. Then and only then, we would be in peace with God.

Trip to KL and the land flowing with Bak Kut Teh

2008-04-23T11:54:00.002+08:00

I had a good trip to the places stated above on the day Celine Dion sang at Stadium Merdeka. Although i craved to be there but i don't have the money to do so. At first, i thought of standing outside, just listening to her voice would be satisfying but Oh Oh showed a "you-are-crazy" expression. Haha. Anyway, that wasn't the plan. I was going there to celebrate because i have finished 18 years of education, now i don't have to stressed myself out in exams and to bring Oh Oh to visit my friend whom he is going to stay with during his internship period.

At the end of my trip, I must say that it is fruitful. Not only because i had Bak Kut Teh in Klang (yummy) or because i hitched a ride with my friend on his Mercedes Compressor but i experienced God along my trip.

First of all, I got a good time at the Connexion Student Center meeting new faces from different country such as China. Then we learnt about the meaning of Forgiveness. It was a passage from the story of the ungrateful servant. Well, I learnt and understand that if God has forgave us our sins through the work He had accomplished on the cross, how much more should we, the forgiven, forgive others. It is only through looking at them through God's eyes. Truly wonderful.

Next, I had a good trip in Klang. I visited Oh Oh's family and it was a good time with them. Got a glimpse of his family and also his life. It was a wonderful time spent to get to know and encourage one another. I also had a chance to meet my coursemate (not to mention the delicious donut and bread). We had a good time chatting and relating different experiences in life and how Jesus changes us, gave us new life; a redeemed and forgiven life.

Lastly, it was the trip back to Penang. As we were waiting for my friend on a cool Tuesday morning, we never expected a Mercedes Benz. Haha. After all, it was my first experience on such a car. But it was the essence of our conversation that has added up to this fulfiiling trip. We talked a lot about our life, preparation for the working world and also about church. Then we stopped by at Ipoh to have Lui Cha (rice with lots of vegetables; 7 kinds,i think and a green slimy bowl of nutritious soup). It was just nutritiously awesome.

In a nutshell, it was an enriching experience listening to God's whisper. Just take some time out if you have been really busy in life, listening to His whisper, spending time with Him and looking into His words that giveth the breathe of life.

Kitchen's Fellowship is B@CK!!!

2008-04-20T16:38:00.002+08:00

Hello, the Kitchen's Fellowship has returned and right now we are doing it in a new house. This explains why we have not posted anything for a few weeks. Sorry.

Well, last Friday night, we gathered together at University Heights, 95-11-3. Brother Chee Oh prepared Heaven's Menu and we shared about being Friends with God. Wow, just imagine being friends with God. Human always has this concept of God being high up in heaven monitoring us and we would always be cautious when dealing with God fearing that we would be punished or chasten if we are a bad boy. However, right now, God creates a way for us to become friends with Him through Jesus Christ. To share our problems, to experience joy together, to walk together, to be a shoulder to cry on and most importantly, to love and be loved. It is perfectly said by Paul, "If God is for us, who can be against us?" We are no longer living under the wrath of God but we are right now His friend, His blessings will be with us, His peace, joy and love now rest within us. What a friend we have in Jesus.

Let us live a victorious life, knowing that He is right now our friend.

Hey, GOOD NEWS, Kitchen's Fellowship is right now for free. What does that mean? It means that every meal you partake here is for free. We would encourage you to contribute, maybe a whole chicken (Abe said so), french fries (we could have french fries movie night) and many more.

If you would like to join us, come over to University Heights, 95-11-3. All are welcome.

Kitchen's Fellowship 4

2008-04-09T11:38:00.002+08:00

Tonight was another great session of Kitchen's Fellowship. Bro Edmund had the honour to serve Heaven's menu (It's about God's love and promise, YUMMY). Although the food (physical food) was simple but the fellowship was encouraging.

Tonight we are once again reminded about the wonders and power of EXPLOSIVE FELLOWSHIP. One of it is the heart of thankfulness. Many at times, in the Bible, Jesus commands us not to be worried about what may happen tomorrow for each day has enough trouble of its own (Matthew 6:34) and we should always be constantly reminded that the Lord's Prayer is truly something we should follow. Give us today our daily bread (Luke 11:3) reminds us that God will provide what is enough for us each day. We ought to rejoice through singing praises, glorifying His name and to serve Him. Therefore, let us not live as one who do not find satisfaction and contentment in God. Always count your blessings; the food, fellowship, encouragements, hardships and many more.

God is most glorified when we are most satisfied in Him.

Let me close with this verse from the Bible.
Give me neither poverty nor riches;
feed me with the food that is needful for me,
lest I be full and deny you and say, “Who is the Lord?”
or lest I be poor and steal and profane the name of my God.
(Proverbs 30:8-9)

Kitchen's Fellowship 3

2008-04-06T22:34:00.004+08:00

Tonight was wonderful. We had "Bak Kut Teh". To those who do not know what is this, it is a herbal soup cooked with pork and i mean lots of pork. Absolutely mouth-watering for pork lovers. We do have a pork enthusiast in our Kitchen's Fellowship. Haha. Won't want to reveal him yet.

Well, as for the Heaven's Menu, we read about God's grace. When we are weary, without vision and there are no encouragements, we should all the more seek God's grace. The walk in this world is tough and requires perseverance but God never told us to walk on our own. With the guidance and counsel of the Holy Spirit, we are able to walk by His grace.

So, if you are feeling tired and weary, pray and ask God for His grace. It is only through His grace that we are able to persevere till the end.

For this past few days, I was struggling. Worries started to pour into my life and I just felt lonely. I felt sinful and godly sorrow filled up my heart. However, as i spent quiet time with God, i seek His grace and to my joy, He comforted me. He strengthened my feeble arms and my feet to walk. His grace is sufficient and His name glorified in my weaknesses.

Praise the Lord.

Kitchen's Fellowship 2

2008-04-05T17:47:00.002+08:00

Welcome back to another session on Kitchen's Fellowship. This time we had a good time together. It was just a simple dinner with some sharing and praying together. The soup was great and porky. Haha.
Anyway, we look into something important today. It is about the Beatitudes from Matthew 5:3, "Blessed are the poor in spirit, for theirs is the kingdom of heaven".
There are seven ways to determine if you are poor in spirit.
1. You will be weaned from self.

2. You will focus on Christ.
When you are poor in spirit, the wonder of Christ captivates you.

3. You will never complain.
You will accept God's sovereign control over your circumstances.

4. You will see good in others.

5. You will spend time in prayer.
It is a characteristics of a beggar to beg. We are to deny ourselves and come into His presence seeking to be filled.

6. You will take Christ on His terms.

7. You will praise and thank God.
You will be be filled with praise and wonders of God's grace.

Well, keep on praying for one another. The power of fellowship is unbelievable when we come togther seeking God, breaking bread and giving thanks to Him.

Breakfast Fellowship

2008-04-02T14:08:00.001+08:00

I had my first experience trying a game called fencing this morning. When i was younger, i would only watched it on television during the Olympic games but today was the day. Abe brought me to a place somewhere around the stadium surrounded by the tennis courts. I started out with the footworks; the most important part of fencing. It was tough as you will need to bend down your knees all the time (it is actually sore now). Then, we learnt some of the fencing techniques and WA LA, the real game begins. It was actually fun poking around. Haha. But it was stuffy inside wearing the fencing gears.
After practicing for one and a half hour, we had breakfast at Istimewa. Later, we went over to Abe's room and started savouring on Heaven's Menu. Yeap, another session of Kitchen's Fellowship.

The passage was about the life of Paul, a servant of the Lord who chased after the Lord's heart since the time of his conversion on the way to Damascus. It is the desire that matters. The desire to follow God, conformed to His will and seek to glorify Him. Although it may be tough thinking whether the teachings in the Bible makes sense, I learnt that we ought to take the first step, then we would know for sure that the "out-of-the-world" commands (which is actually not of this world) does really make an impact in our lives.

Therefore, let us make a point in our life to be obedient to God, to chase after His heart and to seek to glorify Him even when the whole world is opposing you.

Kitchen's Fellowship

2008-04-01T18:54:00.000+08:00

We started a EXPLOSIVE FELLOWSHIP session called the Kitchen's Fellowship.
Why do i call it the Kitchen's Fellowship?
This is because my passions are cooking and teaching the Word of God. Therefore, i came out with the idea of combining the 2 together.
We launch our Kitchen's Fellowship yesterday night. Together with me was Chee Oh, Edmund and Abe.
Before starting our meal, we look into the Word of God, which we labelled as "Heaven's Menu" and it was the Lord's Prayer. What an "appetizer" before the main course (Earthly Menu). I will go more into that in my next blog.
So, after the appetizer and a simple prayer of thanksgiving to the Lord, we ate and fei-lou-ship.
To close, here is a simple Kitchen Blessing.

"We always end up in the kitchen" -
It's a thing you hear everyone say.
No matter what time or occasion,
So often it happens that way.

The kitchen's the heart of the household;
It's the place where we gather to share
A home-cooked meal or some cookies,
The housework, our thoughts, or a prayer.

A kitchen deserves its own blessing -
A simple but sincere one will do:
Bless the food, the room, and the people;
Bless the cook and the cook's helper, too.

- Jill Wolf

Trust

2008-04-01T13:05:00.000+08:00

Last Sunday was a busy day for me. I went to church in the morning, then went shopping to prepare for dinner at night. After the dinner, I went for a bible study and then supper and then a bit of MSN and then finally, i settle down quietly in the presence of God.

God had been nudging me inside and althoguh it was a hectic day, i felt insecure inside due to the financial problems that my family is facing and also since i am about to graduate, i felt the responsibility as the eldest son of the family to help out. I struggle inside; in this case, the desire to believe in my own strength (sinful flesh) and the desire to be assured that God is in control.

Therefore, on that night, after much nudging, I came across a story on Joseph in the Bible. He was sold as a slave to Egypt by his brothers, falsely accused by an adulterous woman and imprisoned by a jealous husband. However, in the end, he passed the tests beautifully. It is well written in Genesis 50:20, "You intended to harm me, but God intended it for good to accomplish what is now being done, the saving of many lives."

Many at times, my view or my sight is only focused on the present suffering, trials and hardship. I fail to look beyond what may be installed in the future and thus, i felt insecure at times. However, God clear out my doubts. I may not know His plans, I may not know what will happen tomorrow but i do know one thing; the God that i'm trusting will bring me through. In the end, all He seeks is for us to depend on Him, seek His strength and for Him to glorify Himself through our trials. May we continue to endure, not by asking "Why" but by trusting in Him.

Right now, i got a job. Praise the Lord. But i do know that trials will always be there. To those who is reading this blog now, may we continue to pray for one another so that we will continue to trust in God.